I don’t think it’ll sink that I’m a mother of two until I get home from hospital and the chaos begins. Two children. 2 children. I’m going to have 2 children that are mine.
This might sound like I’m not excited believe me I am. It’s still a lot to handle. Like a A LOT but I’ve got the best partner for the journey so I know I’ll be ok – As if he needed to prove himself. I have so far spent the weekend in bed and he has delivered each of my meals plus drinks, all while entertaining our bus-obsessed 2 year old – what an angel.
I’ll be honest this isn’t the first time and I guarantee it won’t be the last. As being a parent and being pregnant again is both scary and exciting but I’m looking forward to it even though I’m not ready.
Update: I wrote this but never posted it. I should have, so here it is. My life has been kicked up several notches yet I wouldn’t change it.
Oh it’s been so long since I’ve been able to access my account! It’s so nice to be back and to free my mind of all my babble! I love how I already feel better now I have somewhere to get my thoughts out of my head! 💜
It’s been a long stressful time and from my perspective it’s only going to get worse but as there is nothing I can do, I’ll just have to go with the flow.
Pregnancy and wedding planning. What kind of person does both at the same time?
I have more to say on both but for now I’m going to enjoy being back.