4 months…

I can’t believe I have 4 months of this pregnancy left. 4 months. It’s gone so fast. Too fast. I’m definitely not ready. 

I don’t think it’ll sink that I’m a mother of two until I get home from hospital and the chaos begins. Two children. 2 children. I’m going to have 2 children that are mine. 

This might sound like I’m not excited believe me I am. It’s still a lot to handle. Like a A LOT but I’ve got the best partner for the journey so I know I’ll be ok – As if he needed to prove himself.  I have so far spent the weekend in bed and he has delivered each of my meals plus drinks, all while entertaining our bus-obsessed 2 year old – what an angel. 

I’ll be honest this isn’t the first time and I guarantee it won’t be the last.  As being a parent and being pregnant again is both scary and exciting but I’m looking forward to it even though I’m not ready. 

Update: I wrote this but never posted it. I should have, so here it is. My life has been kicked up several notches yet I wouldn’t change it. 


Realisation Reminder

I’m sure I’m not the only one that needs the occasional reminder that’s it’s ok to be who you are, do what you feel and go for it!! You only get to be you once so don’t waste it being who you think others want you to be! 

Right now I’m watching my baby boy crawl around after his ball and couldn’t be happier! I’m honestly just loving life 🙂 i managed to get here by ignoring the ‘is this what people are doing/will this make me look good’ posts and just doing what I want to do!! It’s hard or can be but very freely once you arrive! 

We are all as worthy as each other! Competition is healthy but not when it brings someone’s worth into question. Im ‘jonesing’ for cuddle so I’m out! 🙂 I’m so cool!